It's been almost two years since I found this site and I have been thinking about publishing my profile but somehow I lacked courage. I don't know why, as usually I am very determined.

Now, I've decided to venture to write about myself. I very much hope that it will help me to find my destiny.

My name is Natalya. I was born November 18th, 1959, in a beautiful town in the south of Russia and my astrological sign is a Scorpio. I have proportional building. My height is 169 cm, weight 79 kg. I have brown eyes, and brown hair. That's my appearance.

Now, a few words about what I am like inside.

I was born in a family of a worker and a representative of intelligentsia, so the income was a little lower than average and in my childhood I had not many of the things I wanted to have. My mother was strict with me, as it seemed to me then. Now I think that she was right and I am grateful to her for raising me a good person. But on the other hand, because of my mother's influence I was not independent and always listened to her.

Well, now I am a very independent, solve all my problems and make decisions myself and I am very proud of that. It so happened in my life that I managed to discover in myself a lot of pent-up energy, rather unexpectedly for myself, I must confess. These days, however, I am getting pretty tired of being strong and independent and I want to be week and have somebody to comfort me and to protect me, who can give me a shoulder, at which I can cry and smile.

I had a happy and strong marriage but six years ago my husband died in an accident, so now I am living with my 10-year-old son. My son is my happiness, my pride and my joy. We get along really well and understand each other excellently. But sometimes I feel that he needs a man's presence in his life. When a child is little he needs a mother first of all, but when a child is growing up, especially if it's a boy, he needs a father.

I am 44 but I still believe in love and that I will meet my one and only man soon, who'll be the dearest person for me, whom I will love and who will be my best friend. I want to wake him up in the morning and feel with every part of my body and my soul that we are one whole with him and I want to feel his warmth, his care and attention, his love and pay him back with the same.

I speak English a little bit, I read and write with a translator.

I am looking forward to hearing from you soon and will answer your questions with pleasure.

posted on November 17, 2003

removed on February 29, 2004