I am writing to you, my stranger, but I clearly realize that words are just faded
shadows, which have some meaning but can not fully express all emotions and desires
that fill my heart and soul. How should I tell you about myself and my life in
some words?
They say everybody has his own destiny.
But I think nobody can explain what it means. You have had your own life, I have
had mine and now both of us are looking for happiness, love, mutual understanding.
Because while we are alive we hope for better times to come.
What is the main thing to be successful in life? Constant soul "training".
If you have never done anything for anybody, if you have never fought trying to
cope with some complicated obstacles, you will not be prepared to face success,
as these hard things train and enrich your soul. Suffering and even failures are
terrible, but necessary. You can not taste success without it.
Everybody
tries to do his best, sometimes we fail, but we should keep trying. There is nothing
in this world which we can not find again. I am a widow, I have had a lot of losses
and disappointments. But life goes on. I believe in happiness,
in love which can not be repeated, because only new and richer love can come.
I am eager to find my happiness, to meet a man who can be relied
on, whom I will give my tenderness, care, bliss, joy, many happy moments, which
make up our life. As one of basic human needs is to give yourself entirely to
the man you love, to disappear in him or her.
My
name is Lyudmila. I am 58 (born on 20 October in 1951) but
people say that I look much younger. I am 160 cm tall, my weight is
52 kg. I have brown eyes and blonde hair. I am a journalist by trade,
I have a good command of French and English. I have a son Daniel,
he is 18. I have been widoweded for 15 years, and I still have the
pain of the loss. And I feel that I can't live in the city where we
were so happy. Only my job helps me to forget my memories. I often
travel abroad for my work and when I am not in my home city, I feel
I could be happy again...
Lately
I have worked at a tourist company which gave me a chance to visit many countries,
Poland, Germany, Finland, Sweden, Turkey, Belgium, Holland, Italy, France (I have
been there 12 times), Luxembourg. Dreiser said that joy of love is matched only
by joy of traveling. It is really so...
I
live in a very picturesque southern city Rostov-on-Don, which is 250 years old.
It is rich in historical and architectural monuments, parks, theatres. On the
left bank you can find camping, restaurants, cafes where you can enjoy caviar,
roasted meat, sturgeon soup, local drinks. If you got interested in my short story,
I will be glad to answer your letter or phone call, and I will invite you to visit
my hospitable city. You will not find a better guide. Or we could meet somewhere
in Europe as I go there frequently.
E-mail:
lucie_shashkova@mail.ru
last
updated on December 15, 2009
