Telling your own story might be quite difficult, besides I prefer
listening to other people rather than talking myself. But I will try
to paint a small picture of my life, my inner world, my hopes and
wishes.
My name is Elena. I am 37 years old - I was
born on January 1st
in 1964. My star sign is Capricorn and I was born in the year of Dragon.
This year is a year of Dragon too and I hope it will bring positive
changes in my life. Being a Christian I ask God to send me a reliable
man.
After being married for 15 years I have two sons.
It happened so that in the middle of my life I was left alone having
a five-year-old son. The situation is quite complicated, it is not
very easy to find a reliable partner, your only man. It is especially
difficult in this country, where there are so many beautiful, young
and single girls. I do not want to feel desperate and give in, Russia
is not the only country on our planet.
What can I tell you about myself? Am I attractive?
Yes, I think so. I am 164 cm tall and my weight is 55 kg. I look younger,
gracious and slim. My friends say that I have oriental eyes - long,
dark, languishing. Despite my appearance, I am 100% Russian.
I am very sensitive, even sentimental and I can not
help crying when I see somebody’s pain and sorrow. But I am strict
and demanding with my son. My friends and my
family can always expect me to support and to help them. But I myself
will never ask for help even in the most difficult situations. I try
to cope with my troubles and my solitude on my own, but sometimes
it is so hard… Solitude is the most terrible
thing in human life, you can get drowned in it like in a huge ocean.
I wish I had a loving and loved man by my side, to look into his eyes
without any fear, with love and tenderness. I wish I could hide my
face on his shoulder and cry off all my troubles. I wish I could whisper
passionately at night looking into his face"Honey, my love, my sweetheart!
My life!" But these are only dreams yet.
Home.. Family…These simple words are so meaningful
for me. Cozy and quiet home, warmth and love will always be a light
side of this small world. Your house where you are always waited for
and loved, where there is no treachery and lie, where laughter is
heard and joy, kindness and devotion reign.
I love cooking, doing something about the house, making
it beautiful and cozy with my own hands. I think a woman was designed
for home, hearth. Not every girl is able to run the house. I am not
afraid of work of any kind and I am ready for everything to make my
family happy and comfortable. Young people are
idealistic, you lose your ideals growing older, but I try to accept
people as they are and I expect the same in response.
I love sociable, original people with a good sense
of humor, I like everything that makes communication nice and pleasant
and helps people understand each other. I am fond of comfort, naturalness
and sincerity in everything and I can invent something to get it,
but not always, unfortunately.
I like nature and picnics, running barefooted on a
soft grass and sometimes at night silently watching the stars. I love
dealing with kids. I approve of leading healthy life. I neither drink
nor smoke. I am enchanted by everything connected with Japanese culture.
I am not jealous. I am an engineer of industrial and civil construction,
but I can not get a job at this difficult time. Nothing is being built
in my city and the word"unemployment" can explain you everything.
I get a dole and my son and I try to survive on this money. I hope
I will get a job. But Russian women are very
strong-willed and I am not going to give up.
What sort of man do I dream of? I am not looking for
a prince from a fairy-tale. He may be older than me and the difference
does not really matter, he can be older than 40, 50 or more. People
become wiser, more experienced, practical and generous with the time.
His honesty and faithfulness are the most important things. I believe
he is as eager as me to have a close person, love, faithfulness and
a united happy family, which will be the sense of his life.
My distant and still strange man! I have opened a
part of my heart and soul to you. If you want to learn more, just
write. I am waiting for you… I believe that life will smile at us.
I can read and write English, but I need speaking practice.
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