It is usually very difficult for me to tell about myself. I have lived
enough, I have much to tell about, but it always seems to me that
the most important things have not been said. And I do not know what
is the most important. May be that is me and everything within me.
I can be
very different. Impetuous, impulsive, emotional – it is me. Calming,
languishing, comforting – it is me too. Trustful, vulnerable, sincere,
tender – that is me. Which is more important? Probably that it is
all – me. My credo is «Stay optimistic and love life». I am independent.
I have my own opinion about everything. But I respect other people’s
point of view and try to understand it. But usually I act according
to some inner voice inside me.
I have
always believed that I am able to act without being afraid of changing
my life steeply. I followed the voice of my heart. So I happened to
get divorced after 18 years of a cheerless gloomy marriage. And the
burden of responsibility for my son and daughter was fully on my shoulders.
But I do not feel disappointed. Suddenly I felt so young, charming,
beautiful, energetic woman. My eyes began sparkling and I was surprised
to find out that not only men but also women follow me with their
eyes. My son’s friends began saying that they envy him because he
has such a young and beautiful mother. My life began blossoming and
gaining all the colours of the rainbow. People are born to learn to
love and to be happy, to find their second half among millions of
people and to gain something giving a part of themselves to their
second halves. It is my idea of human happiness, I am looking for
it. I believe in my luck and I hope that many things are still to
come.
I would
like to meet a man whom I could trust being sure that he will never
deceive or betray me. I want to wake up in the morning by his side
and feel with every part of my body and soul that we are a single
whole. I want to understand that the sun and the sky are only for
us, and the rain too. I want to feel that all life given us by the
god will be lived by the side of my beloved man in perfect harmony.
I want to receive his care, attention, love and to return a hundredfold.
Having
a family is very important for me. I was created for it. I love taking
care of my home, making it cozy, comfortable, warm. I can do many
things with my own hands. I can sew and knit professionally. I am
fond of cooking, but it depends on my mood, sometimes it can be in
rough-and-ready fashion, just not to die of hunger, and sometimes
I think the recipe over for long and the dish is delicious! Reading
is my hobby, I read different books and I am especially fond of Russian
writers, Tolstoy, Chekhov, Pushkin. I love music, theater, ballet.
I am good at dancing, it can help you express lots of things and understand
much about your partner. So that is my story about the most important
things for a woman whose name is Elena. I will add only some
details. I am 43. I was born on the 21st of September 1959. I have
a son of 21 and a daughter of 17. My height is 162 cm. My weight is
56 kg. I live in Gatchina (40
km from Saint-Petersburg). I will wait for your letters in English.
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updated on November
20, 2002
