I have started writing about myself and realized how difficult it
is, as I am changeable and contradictory. I wish you could read the
poems, which I write. All my intentions, feelings, experience are
in my poems. We all are very different, but we need the same - warmth,
care, understanding, and living in Russia you also want reasonable
life and work conditions, life without money problems. Despite my
age (I am 29 - born on 16 October 1973), I have already realized that
you can never have enough money and it does not matter very much.
I live alone and I am independent as far as financial problems are
concerned. But if we talk of understanding, love and warmth…I would
like to have a strong and reliable man’s shoulder to support me and
to hide my tears (I hope, they are going to be tears of joy and happiness).
My star sign is
Libra and I was born in a year of Bull. Venus is my patron and I like
everything beautiful: theatre, exhibitions, concerts. I listen to
different music besides ultra modern music, I like rock, classical
music and music for relaxation and meditation. I am creative, enjoy
learning and doing things about the house to keep it cosy. I can do
many things: I play some instruments, write poems and songs, sing,
draw, sew, knit and cook well. I am sure that a lot of people can
do the same, but I would like to share with somebody my creative activity,
the joy of getting knowledge and my warm house, to whisper him"I
will protect you and share your sorrows, I will save you!"
I have special
education, I have been working as a nurse at hospital for seven years.
I can not say that I am satisfied with my job, but it depends on the
way we see the world, luckily, it changes, and life makes enjoyable
what you used to dislike. So I try to find some advantages in any
job.
My religion is
a combination of wisdom, aspiration for Love, Harmony, Nature and
Life. I believe in divine origin of people. I am always in search.
I read a lot of books on philosophy and psychology by great German
and oriental philosophers. Having read all these books I realized
that the search of your own personality is the base of all these discussions.
Sometimes a lot of things may seem strange, but I love them all.
The image of an
ideal man is a bit vague for me (I mean his appearance), but as far
as his personal characteristics are concerned, I have a clear idea
of that. He is ambitious, he always does what he promises and never
wastes his time on talking. He looks confident and his eyes express
power, passion, love. He can melt my heart with his touch and he makes
me feel a queen. He can bewitch me. I will never be his servant or
his slave, I will be his devoted friend, a support in everything.
It would be nice if we had common interests, but it does not matter
if there is mutual understanding, respect and love. I just want to
love and to be loved, as simple as that! To love without expectancies,
reproaches and offences which have nothing to do with love.
I hardly can be
called a beauty, but when I am walking along the street men turn their
heads. I am 165 cm tall and my weight is 57 kg. I am different, it
depends on the situation and my mood, but family does not stay the
same. Life does not like stagnation, it flies ahead, changes and that
makes it beautiful. I lead healthy life, I neither smoke nor drink
and I am a vegetarian.
I am trying to
learn English. I have no sexual experience. I still hope. I hope to
find that only man whom each woman waits all her life. He will be
sent by the heaven, and he will make a tender and fragile woman’s
heart alive. By his side you will feel a real woman, defenseless and
shy, passionate and hot. I hope and I am telling myself"It may happen".
Oh, almost forgot
;-) - my name is Elena, and I used to live in Khabarovsk, Russia.
Now I live in Simferopol, the capital of Crimea (Ukraine).
E-mail
address helen@ardinvest.net
updated in November
2002
