I don't know,
if I'll manage to describe myself and my inner world well enough.
In my opinion, it's not easy. Especially if talking to someone dear
and close. This is how I want to see the person I am addressing this
letter to, the one I am looking for in this big world. A whirlpool
of thoughts and feelings sweeps me when I recollect events of my life
and try to analyze them. I grew up in a big and friendly family, so
I like big companies and socializing with people. Atmosphere of love,
understanding, support, which is generally instilled in a good family,
surrounded me since childhood, and is still nourishing me. Far countries
and lands have always agitated me. Having left my home and graduated
from school, I went to study to another city - Perm. College years,
love, marriage, two children… All that happened so fast. My children's
birthdays are the happiest moments of my life. I love my kids so much!
Somehow, I don't feel like writing about my 20 years of married life
and the separation now. It's past and gone. We both seem to have made
many mistakes.
If have a deeper
look inside myself, and define what guides me and makes my life, which
traits dominate my character, I think I'd say sincerity, purposefulness,
and optimism. I cannot be in an atmosphere of lie and falseness, I
cannot stand humiliation. My guts rebel against false words, deeds
and actions. I don't understand - why people do it. It's natural to
live simply and honestly. Hatred is strange to me and I cannot anger
for a long time, more so avenge. I like charming and intelligent people.
I understand that every person is unique and everyone has his own
way and interests, which must be respected.
Purposefulness
is characteristic of me. I always want to know something new, to strive
for something, to achieve something. I have two higher educations
- a degree in Geography and in Economics. Currently I work as an Executive
Director of a Regional Notarial Chamber. I am learning English and
dreaming of realizing my dream of traveling to other countries, as
my kids have grown up and I have more time for myself. I am a chronic
optimist and believe that there are almost no dead ends, I trust my
lucky star. Sweetheart, I know that I'll meet you and we'll enjoy
life together. I am sure that God helps people who know that they
need and work on that.
What do I love?
I like being outdoors and going to the countryside. I love flowers,
reading spiritual literature, cogitating over the life, follow the
news and events in the world. I am very fond of sports. At school
I went in for gymnastics, and now I adore dancing. I also like mountain
skiing and windsurfing (in gentle breeze). I like to be attractive
and dress tastefully. I value comfort, coziness, tidiness. I like
joking and don't understand gloomy people. I like stories with a happy
end.
What I don't like?
I don't like thrillers, fights, cruelty and violence in life and on
screen. I don't like conflicting and running to extremes. What do
I want? Of course, I want to love and be loved, to devote myself to
my one and only man and be the Only woman for him. I have redefined
many things and now I am convinced that love and communication are
much more important than anything else. Maybe you think that I am
too much romantic? But people say that rationalism is also not strange
to me, as I am a Director. In short, there is a lot in me, and sometimes
I am a mystery for myself. What kind of man I am waiting for? I want
to meet a man, who is my kindred soul, a professional, reliable and
kind.
In the end, some
factual data. My name is Larissa. I was born December 28, 1956.
My height is 163 cm, weight 52 kg. I am a blonde with grayish-blue
eyes. My son Alexander is 22, he is independent and does not live
with me. My daughter Vlada is 16. This year she has left school and
gone to St. Petersburg to study. I am a Christian, do not smoke, drink
wine or beer only in a company.
E-mail available
posted in September
2002
